Feels like I've been here before
This chest pain, head pain, back pain
All over my body pain.
Hacking my lungs out
Can't function in this daily life.
Laying here cold, weak, and weary
Wondering why my body hates me so much
"What did I ever do to you?" I ask
I beat you
I used you
I worked you until you couldn't take any more
Then I made you push harder.
I misused you,
I abused you,
Until I couldn't push you any farther.
I fed you junk
I didn't sleep enough
I gave of you with out rest
Then I really put you to the test.
I've been here before
More than a time or two
I've looked for healing
I've looked for relief
I've begged and I've pleaded
To Him who made me.
I moaned and complained
I searched and researched
I looked high and low
for the answers I needed.
The tube have stretched out my arms before
The oxygen breathing, machines all beeping
I've laid in wait for what will one day come.
I've tasted the pain
time and again
I've tasted the fear
I've wondered; why do I have to be here?
I've felt sickness drain my body
I've reached for comfort
For some understanding.
I've been here before, I say to myself~
But then again, so has He.